I'm 41, and 6 months ago I started going into a major clinical depression. One symptom of this is fear. I lost my job, I'm afraid of relationships because they might go bad, I'm afraid or anxious to play my banjo in front of a crowd (in my prime I toured US, Canada and Europe four times). There's no reason for me to be afraid, and I'm looking for ways to crush that fear. I'm tired of not having fun. Some say, "just get out there and play", but I try that and it doesn't work. Any ideas?
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